Teacher as Researcher/Applied Project
Topic: Looping for Learning
Robert Sager
DCI 510.593
This research project showed me, in part, where I stand
as a teacher. It showed me where some of my strengths are and it definitely
showed me areas where I can improve. Through this six-week journey I saw
that I could reach students in a more constructive manner. I always believed
that teamwork was the answer to many of lifes situations. This project
reinforced that belief. If the parents are involved, the job of a teacher
can be less stressful and if the job of a teacher is less overwhelming
then the teaching process is more successful. Journaling helped me get
my frustrations out on paper where I could then search for answers. This
project gave me a start in the right direction to help me become a happier,
empathetic, and more successful teacher.
Pam Jewett and Nancy Goldstein
May 7, 2003
Introduction
Background
After I earned my teaching degree I discovered how lucky I was. Many
new teachers send resumes and interview endlessly hoping to land the best
job possible. I was offered a contract in a growing, southwestern city
which was also where I lived. My first two years of teaching I taught
fifth grade and was ready to make a career of teaching American History
and multiplying fractions. In the spring of 2002, however, I was informed
that a section of fifth grade would be cut. I loved the fifth grade curriculum,
but I loved the school I was teaching at more which led to an idea never
tried at my school.
My principal and I had heard about "Looping" where a teacher
teaches the same group of students for more than one year. Being able
to spend two years with the same teacher, a student is given a sense of
security knowing what they can expect from a teacher. With looping, the
students already know what their learning environment is and this promotes
risk-taking and discovery (Grant, 1996). The idea for me was to go down
to fourth grade, where they needed an extra teacher, and then "loop"
back into fifth grade. I would have to learn another grades curriculum
and that frightened me because I was so comfortable teaching fifth grade.
As I researched the idea, I was amazed at how much sense this philosophy
made. In looping I was able to get to know students at an even deeper
level. Another aspect to looping was getting to know the parents better.
A basic purpose to looping for me was to build a strong team atmosphere
between parents, student, and teacher.
Purpose
The school year was off and running, going in a positive manner, but
I was experiencing four or five students who consistently failed to turn
in work, and this eventually led to poor grades. During the spring semester,
I began my research class and kept thinking about the students who were
struggling with completing work. As I wrote in my journal, the same students
and their struggles kept "speaking" to me (Research Journal
2-13-03). I wanted to find a way to help these students who were capable
of completing their work, but failing to do so.
Research Question
For my research class I had been keeping a journal. Although an arduous
task at first, I began to see the value of its impact on my teaching.
In my class we had discussed journals between students and teachers. These
journals helped teachers get a better understanding of their students
by writing back and forth. After a few weeks of keeping a journal I wondered
what would happen if I could develop a stronger communication tool than
a simple note home concerned about a student. During my class, the question
for my research struck me:
What happens when a journal is kept between the teacher and a parent?
Classroom Context
My first year of teaching I had thirty one students so when I discovered
I only had twenty nine, I was overjoyed. I knew the "Looping"
philosophy would be a positive one to parents and also knew there would
be pitfalls along the way. The first obstacle was knowing that I would
be with the same group of students -- good, bad, or indifferent -- for
two years. Like most teachers I had my share of requests, but being a
male teacher I also had the opportunity to receive the students who would,
as my principal and other teachers would tell me, "benefit from having
a male influence on their life." Sometimes I get frustrated by getting
that stereotype, but for the most part I wear it as a badge of honor because
deep down, I knew I was that student twenty years earlier.
My twenty-nine students consisted of thirteen girls and sixteen boys
(The stereotype lives and breathes). Like most classes I had a wide range
of student abilities. Seven of my students were in the gifted program
while three others were part of the English Language Learners program
(ELL). Besides having gifted students I also had extremely motivated students
who worked hard for their As and Bs. My average students were
the ones I was struggling with. Again, I looked back on my own life as
a fourth grader getting a few As, a few Bs, and a few Cs.
There has always been a soft spot in my heart for the students who are
viewed as just plain average. There are programs to give extra assistance
to the gifted and services available for students with a disability or
language difference, but when it comes to the "average" student
a heavy burden weighs on the teacher and parents to get them to succeed.
My research question, along with looping, allowed me to do something about
my concern.
Theoretical Orientation
Being only my third year in teaching my theoretical orientation seems
to be a work in progress. I have listened to speeches by Master Teachers
such as Harry Wong. I have learned to set high expectations for my students,
and I have worked on developing lessons to help my students reach mastery
(Wong, 1991). With the help of my own post graduate courses I have learned
many dynamic and exciting ways to keep students involved and motivated
to make their own learning meaningful. There are times, however, when
I revert back to the styles of my own "traditional" elementary
teachers where a good room was quiet room. I knew there were things about
teaching I wanted to understand more deeply, but frustration with not
having all the answers probably led me back to this type of comfort zone.
My main goal as a teacher is to prepare a student for their future in
and out of school. Part of this preparation includes maintaining expectations
with an emphasis on positive and negative consequences. As I prepare a
student for the next grade, they must understand the importance of completing
their daily assignments and homework. This teaches them to become aware
of the importance of time management which will only become harder to
manage if they are not given the basic skills. To help students with this
I have them maintain a daily agenda showing their assignments and future
projects. I also provide the students, along with their parents, with
bi-monthly progress reports to allow them to track their progress. This
also lets them always know where they stand in each subject.
Another goal as a teacher is to find a balance between the philosophies.
My teaching philosophy includes trying to reach all of my students by
using various teaching methods. I believe in that students have multiple
intelligences and try to make sure my lessons are diversified so that
the strengths of all the students can be utilized. As much as I tried
to meet the needs of all the students, there was one student whose learning
was being diminished by other problems that went beyond different learning
styles, and I wanted to understand how I could help him.
As mentioned earlier, there is sense of loyalty I have to the students
who get average grades or are not totally committed to their school work.
There is also a yearning to help some of the students in my class who
share a similar background to my own. My parents divorced when I was in
first grade. The custody issues that students face today are very comparable
to my own. My father would get me every other weekend and once in a while
throughout the week. If I had homework, it may have been packed in my
weekend bag, but it usually stayed right where I left it waiting for me
Sunday night or even worse, Monday morning.
Methods
Participant Selection
Thinking about the struggles I had growing up led me to Connor. The comment
card his mother filled out at the beginning of the year advised me that
he was very distractible. As mentioned earlier, the focus of my early
journal entries for my research class kept leading back to Connor. We
shared a common bond being products of divorce. Growing up I felt none
of my friends could understand what I was going through because most of
them came from the traditional nuclear family. I wondered if Connor had
the same feelings. Spending the next two years with Connor could be a
real struggle if we were going to battle daily to get his work turned
in. Instead of looking at the next two years as a prison sentence, I looked
at my looping experience as a way to build a stronger bond between the
parent, the student, and myself. I looked at my own journaling and started
thinking about the possibility of using a journal to gain insight from
the parents and figure out what motivated Connor to excel.
Data Collection
Throughout this six week study with Connor I was able to compile data
through a variety of tools. My first collection tool was the parent-teacher
journal. The parent-teacher journal was greatly welcomed by the parents,
especially Connors mother. I received an e-mail explaining her gratitude
for my concern towards Connor. My original plan was to communicate at
least twice a week with each parent. Since the parents were divorced the
custody situation forced a change to a new plan of using the journal with
the father when he took Connor for the weekend. The journal would be sent
bi-weekly with the mother since Connor spent most of his time at her house.
As I will explain later, this did not go as well as planned, but I was
able to gain valuable information from both journals. It is important
to point out that I used a separate journal for each parent to maintain
a certain amount of privacy hoping that this confidentiality would develop
a trust between the parents and me.
Another tool which had value was the student interview I recorded and
transcribed. Although, the interview only lasted about six minutes, I
was able to pull some information for my research that helped in the triangulation
process and helped solidify my findings. For the interview, Connor and
I went to the teachers room next to my own where we could talk in
a private manner without leaving my other students unattended. The questions
asked were meant to detail his progress in school and his attitudes towards
the subjects taught. Another data collection method was student artifacts.
One artifact I was proud of showed an improvement in Connors ability
to complete his daily agenda in the allotted fifteen minutes each morning.
Another artifact, which will be discussed later, was used to see what
happened when a timer was used.
The last two forms of data collection were probably the most influential
in guiding my research, my observations and my research journal. My observations
of Connor, documented with field notes, were made during different parts
of the day and in different social settings. The observations were not
limited to the classroom. One observation was made during an assembly,
while another was made during his Physical Education (P.E.) class. These
observations helped strengthen the concerns made by the parents in journal
entries and led to the codes in which this paper is based. Using the observations,
I was able to find Connors strengths and look deeper into what his
challenges were.
Finally, my own research journal was an indispensable tool where I could
spot trends which developed into during analysis. This also became a place
where I could go over my successes and vent my frustrations. This was
a place for me to reflect on my teaching and develop further questions
as I used the other forms of data collection. For example, the research
journal gave me chance to compare an observation made at school and something
a parent may have written about in their journal to me.
Data Analysis
Through the course of six weeks I was able to compile pages of information.
In my parent-teacher journal I was able to ask the parents what their
concerns were regarding their son. This allowed me to have a fuller picture
of Connor at home and school. Their journal entries, combined with my
own observations, led to three significant codes in which I studied further.
These codes then led me to try different teaching strategies in order
to help Connor become more successful. The three codes I targeted were:
incompletion of daily assignments and homework, lack of focus, and the
analysis of different teaching strategies.
Code: Daily assignments and homework.
Not completing his daily assignments was a definite problem for Connor.
My general rule is that if I give an assignment the student had until
the next day to complete it and turn it in. With Connor I would get a
lot of excuses and blank stares (Research Journal 1-31-03). The consequences
of staying in from recess did nothing more than make him sad. Another
problem this consequence had was that I felt Connor needed to be outside
and unleash his energy.
As I also reflect on the school year prior to my research, his grades
were "saved" by being allowed to turn in late work for partial
credit. This was reinforced when both parents cited that getting work
turned was difficult for Connor. As his father pointed out in one journal
entry, "Homework with Connor is always a series of negotiations
he
can occasionally be very stubborn or uninterested." (Parent Journal
4-4-03)
Code: Lack of focus.
The next code was lack of focus. Both parents commented in their journals
about the struggle to keep Connor on task. One journal entry discussed
Connors lack of effort when it came to his chores (Parent Journal
4-11-03). Another journal entry made by the father advised that he would
make classroom visits to his third grade classroom to help redirect Connor
so he would get his work completed (Parent Journal 4-16-03). My own observations
of Connor were at times very frustrating because of the amount of time
spent off-task. I will go into more detail later, but he would do a number
of things besides his assignment. Suffice it to say, Connors parents
and I were in agreement on this concern.
Code: Analysis of different teaching strategies.
The first two codes led to the third code and a dialogue between one
of my instructors and me. My instructor had experience with off-task behavior
and provided me with some strategies to help with keeping the student
on-task such as having the student keep a running tally of when he is
redirected and using a timer. The trends came mainly from observations
and student artifacts which were compared. With an analysis of suggested
teaching strategies, I was able to construct more questions and led to
intriguing findings. This code also led to some deep reflections relating
to my teaching style and reaching every student in the best ways possible.
My Study
At the beginning of the year I thought that the quick fix would be to
put Connor at the front of the room so he could better concentrate. This
plan was not the grand solution I was looking for. The first two quarters
we struggled to get his assignments completed and turned in (I say "we"
because it was a daily battle asking him for work; Connor always looking
through his back pack saying he could not find it, with the end result
usually having me giving him another copy of the assignment. This was
on the contingency that he gave up his recess time which basically meant
giving up my preparation time).
The first part of my research journey started by asking permission to
conduct this study. As mentioned earlier, both parents gave permission,
but I was shocked at how grateful Connors mother was because she
felt that I must care a great deal about her son to base my final project
on him. They both signed the consent forms, and I sent each parent their
own journal. My first question to each of them was to tell me about the
family history and background. When I received the completed journals
I was very impressed with how much detail they provided. Connors
father discussed the day Connor was born and how hot it was. Both parents
included how proud they were of him and how much love and devotion they
had towards him. For example, Connors father wrote, "I am very
proud of Collin and the way he cares about and involves himself with others
he
truly cares about people and their feelings." (Parent Journal 4-1-03).
Once I had my question for this study I started to keep track of my interactions
with Connor. One of my first research journal entries started off with
frustration. I mentioned and highlighted "broken promises" (Research
Journal 2-13-03). This was important to me because this was the initial
part of my first code. Whether it was turning in an assignment or fulfilling
his reading expectations, he would always advise that he would do everything
at night. More excuses from Connor told me that the paper would be turned
in the next morning or he would be able to take an Accelerated Reader
(AR) test the following day. He once went over thirty days without taking
an AR test. This may not seem like a huge calamity, but making the distinction
of Model Classroom by AR was important to the class and viewed as a team
effort. Another item I highlighted in my journal was how he was letting
the team down.
I would not classify Connor as a typical behavior problem. Connor was
not the student who interrupted a lesson or talked incessantly, but when
I tried to organize my grade book there were always missing assignments.
This is where I started to concentrate on my own observations. During
one of my first observations of Connor he would sit at his desk and just
stare and concentrate at what a student was doing or focus on the clock
(Research Journal 2-24-03). Now I knew why work was not being completed
in class.
Other observations included Connor taking his pencil apart or talking
to a classmate as they walked by. The minutes of work time given seemed
to slip away. After one observation, I called him to my desk and advised
what I was doing for my research. I went over my expectations for work
time and completing assignments and then asked when he was going to get
his completed. He looked at me with a confused expression and asked, "What
assignment?" (Research Journal 3-6-03). Lack of focus stood out clearly
as a code for my data collection and I realized then that I, or we, had
some work ahead of us.
Watching how he worked in class and the assignments he did not complete
made me look at his progress reports I print out every other week. Math
was not the biggest concern. Connor had all of his assignments turned
in and did well on the quizzes. Where he was struggling had a correlation
with something his father wrote early on in the journaling process. I
asked what Connor enjoyed about school and he said math, P.E. and recess.
What Connor did not like, according to his father, was reading and language
(Parent Journal 4-1-03).With this in mind, I looked at one of our reading
programs, AR. From August to February, Connor did not make any progress
in his reading level. Making his AR goal had always been a struggle for
Connor, but if one does not like to do something, it has to be difficult
to put effort into it so I could empathize with Connor, to a point (Research
Journal 3-4-03).
Another interesting discovery from the fathers journal focused
on Connors "negotiations" when it came to doing chores
or completing homework. As his father put it, "Before Connor would
start his homework he would "negotiate" some kind of reward.
He would only like to work on things for an hour at a time." (Parent
Journal 4-4-03). Answering another question again referred back to Connors
negotiations. Connors father wrote, "If I ask for something
that seems to be a task, that is when he likes to start his negotiations."
(Parent Journal 4-4-03).
Obviously, parenting takes on unique characteristics and it was definitely
not my place to view this as right or wrong, however, there was a distinction
between how he was treated at home versus how he was treated at school.
As a teacher, or a parent of a three year old, I do not view homework
or a request from an adult as "negotiable". This became a thought
to consider when asking why he wasnt completing his assignments.
Since I was not one to negotiate, was it easier for Connor to simply put
his school work in his desk and forget about it?
Although I received some valuable information from the fathers
journal, I felt that the mothers journal was a way for her to vent
her feelings because she saw similar patterns at home regarding taking
responsibility for chores and finishing them in a timely manner. One journal
question I wrote for the mother was, "What types of chores or responsibilities
does Connor have?" She wrote back that his responsibilities included
taking out the trash, keeping his room clean, feeding his turtle, and
emptying the dishwasher. My second question asked was about his consistency
in completing these tasks. My third and last question for the week dealt
with Connor being so easily distracted and wondered how this was at home.
I received a page long e-mail explaining that the mother was getting nothing
but excuses from Connor and he was being very mean to her and his sister.
She saw a lot of frustration when she would sit down with Connor to do
his homework. She also mentioned the routine that he goes through: "Hell
tap his pencil and then drop his pencil. The paper that was just in front
of him was now lost. Or hell say that the teacher did not give any
homework. When the paper is found hell put his head down and say
how tired he is. When I ask him to sit up and get busy he gets mad and
snaps at me." (Parent Journal 4-11-03). I definitely related to her
frustrations. I have often found myself frustrated when a student gives
every excuse imaginable. This type of behavior has always thrown my teaching
rhythm off. I wondered if curbing these excuses could lead to a more successful
student. If I could help Connor, I could help the other students with
the similar situation.
At around the same time I discussed the situation with one of my instructors
and looked at the codes that were forming. Because the time on task was
linked and so important to getting work completed my instructor suggested
that I use a timer with Connor and see if this would help. This sounded
like a good idea so on April 21, 2003, I gave the class a timed multiplication
drill with fifty math facts to answer. I normally used my watch to time
the students, and Monday I did not make an exception as I gave them two
minutes and thirty seconds to complete the drill. Looking it over, I recorded
that Connor completed thirty out of fifty problems, but missed five. On
April 23, 2003 I introduced the timer and repeated the multiplication
drill (Research Journal 4-23-03).
So he would not be embarrassed, I told the whole class that the timer
would be used. It was convenient that he sat towards the front of the
room because I placed the timer next to him on the table near his desk.
Yes, I was hoping that the timer would be the answer to my prayers and
Connor would be "cured" showing me a perfect paper. After more
thought, however, I understood that a cure was not what I was looking
for. I was simply looking for some teaching strategies that could help
a student. In reality, he finished twenty eight problems, but only missed
three. The percentage correct was the same, yet a bright spot was he did
miss fewer facts (Research Journal 4-23-03). In a way, I felt this was
a success because he was concentrating more to get the correct answer.
As I used the timer sporadically throughout the next few weeks I noticed
Connors assignments come in with more regularity. Not just for Connors
sake, but for the class also, I would make myself more cognizant of the
time and give a warning to let the students know how much time was left
to work. As this seemed to be working I mentioned this in the mothers
journal. She advised that she was going to the mall with Connor to pick
out a special watch to help him (4-22-03). He wore that new watch with
a great deal of pride. I am not sure if the watch helped him stay focused,
however, I did notice him check his new watch more than he checked the
wall clock. Was the timer the answer to the question? I cannot say that
it was. Connor was receiving more attention from his parents and his teacher.
The timer did make him more aware of the time to complete a task, however.
As the time for the research project drew to a close I asked two final
journal questions to the mother. I wrote to her about the progress he
seemed to be making and was wondering how we was doing at home. Connor
finished his chores and completed his weekly homework packet which had
been another struggle throughout the year (Parent Journal 4-25-03). The
second question involved a little extra homework completed by both Connor
and his mother. I asked Connor to read to his mother, Just a Mess (1987),
which was written by Mercer Mayer. I wanted to see what impact a story
about expectations and completing a task might have on Connor. The book
I asked Connor to read was about a boy who did not want to clean his room.
I asked Connor to summarize the story to his mother. His mother asked
him if the book tied into their life at all and at first he did not think
it did. He thought a little more about it and then told his mother that
he should keep his room clean and help more. Connor finished by saying
that he should not argue with her or his sister (Parent Journal 4-25-03).
I was surprised by how things worked out so well. After reading about
the mothers frustrations around the house I think reading this book
made Connor realize that a family is also a team where everyone needs
to pitch in.
I finished my journaling by asking Connor to do some journaling of his
own. I asked Connor how he felt about using a timer and he responded,
"Using a timer has helped me because Ive been doing better
and it helps me get my work done." (Research Journal 4-30-03). I
then asked him how he felt about being part of my research project. He
wrote back a very complete answer which shocked me. He wrote, "I
think being part of your research is making me feel better. Because of
being in your research I think I am getting more work done." (Research
Journal 4-30-03)
Findings
Reading Progress
My major findings were that with time and effort, everyone can be more
successful. I am not sure if Connors reading level improved, but
I do feel confident that his motivation to read increased. Connor continually
struggled with AR, but he improved during the last two weeks of the study.
Connor is not considered an at-risk reader in AR any longer. He is consistently
earning points to keep himself off the dreaded AR list and he is scoring
well on the AR tests with eighty and ninety percent tests. My journal
notes at the beginning of this project commented on his "empty promises"
of reading forty pages at night when he does not read at all (Research
Journal 2-13-03) to completing a 128 page book in less than a week (Research
Journal 4-15-03). Consequences may have something to do with this because
the class rule is if a student is at-risk they must stay in for recess.
However, this has been the rule all year and something has changed making
him want to read more. The extra attention he received was probably a
huge motivator. He liked being part of my study and at the end of the
study I asked that his mother read with him. Whatever the reasons were,
I am simply happy that he was reading more.
Completed Assignments
Keeping a journal has been a positive experience in communicating concerns
about Connors work. Through the journal I can see how communication
can be filtered from the time a student leaves my class to the time they
get home. The mothers journal response from April 11, 2003 had two
references to the teacher saying that the student did not have to turn
that assignment in. Using a journal was a way for me to better explain
how a student was to use their own daily agenda (see appendix) which went
home every night and was to be signed to show that the parents knew what
was going on with assignments.
Some student artifacts I collected to show this were parts of Connors
daily agenda. Looking through Connors agenda, I was looking for
consistency in filling out the correct sections, the completeness, and
of course the parent signature (parent signature or support of this was
hard to judge because they cannot sign something if it is never there
for them to sign). I collected a section before the study began (October).
I then copied a section close to where my study began (February) and finally
a section towards the end of my research (April).
Through the analysis of Connors agenda I saw a lot of inconsistency.
The month of October left many days unfilled and unsigned. February was
interesting because his mother wrote in when his book report was due.
He did do the book report; however, another major project was left incomplete.
I remember having to recopy materials for him because he could not find
his. Looking back, I am not sure if having his agenda filled out would
have been the answer, but analyzing his agenda made me realize that Connor,
his parents, and myself, needed to be held more accountable for his success.
As mentioned earlier, Connor showed progress in getting his work turned
in. The last two progress reports were free of missing assignments and
he had straight Bs in all five subjects taught. Looking back at
how Connor felt about this research experience, I think the extra attention
he received was very positive for him. Communicating with the parents
about his progress also helped them keep track of what assignments were
due or coming up in the future.
Managing the Parent Journals
This extra support led to Connor becoming more accountable for his choices.
Just by giving him the added responsibility of getting the agenda back
and forth to school was a way for him to practice being responsible. Like
all new experiences, learning of procedures requires practice and the
journaling process got off to a slow start. A journal entry of mine showed
how frustrating this project could become when I was very down on myself
and very unsupportive towards the ability of my participant. The journal
was continually forgotten at school when I finally put the notebook in
Connors backpack myself. I wrote in capital letters, "THE JOURNAL
WILL GO HOME TODAY!" (Research Journal 3-28-03). I needed to remind
myself of what he was accomplishing and to focus less on what he was not
getting done.
Even though we got off to a rocky start, the journals did go home on
somewhat of a regular basis. My original plan was to send the journal
home with the mother twice a week and the father on the weekends he spent
with Connor. Even though we had difficulties, I was able to get four journal
entries from Connors father and six from his mother. Although the
numbers do not sound too impressive, they both provided a lot of information
and the mother, especially, went into great detail about the matters at
home.
Lack of Focus and Teaching Strategies
Connors father brought up the fact that he went into his sons
room in third grade at different times to help Connor stay focused. He
stated that this seemed to help him throughout the rest of the day (Parent
Journal 4-16-03). His mother also believed that he had a problem with
short-term memory (3-28-03). As mentioned earlier, the focus was a major
hurdle in his success in my classroom so it was reassuring to have some
data and history to better understand my student.
With the help of my instructor, I put a timer to use to see if that would
help. The time restraint I had to conduct the research did not allow for
conclusive findings, however, I think we made steps to help Connor stay
focused. Because I get to "loop" with Connor into fifth grade
I can actually continue my research and try some of the other strategies
my instructor and I had discussed such as desk charts and self-checking
tally sheets.
Some of the strategies I would like to try before school ends is to keep
a chart tracking Connors off-task behavior. Throughout the study
I questioned whether or not he knew how much time was spent doing other
things besides his school work. I believe the timer helped, but I would
like to try some other ways to help him understand this fact. Looking
back through the interview transcript an answer Connor gave made me question
his ability to perceive time. When asked how many times I redirected him,
he answered once (Student Interview 4-4-03). Listening to the tape recording
I could hear in my voice how shocked I was when he said that. Perception
of time was also a factor when it came to accomplishing an assignment.
For example, when he would tell me that he was going to read forty pages
at night I could only ask myself, "How long does he think that will
take him to do accomplish that?" (Research Journal 3-4-03). Throughout
the rest of this year and next year Connor and I can focus on these issues
and we can grow together.
Researcher Reflection
This study offered some very good news about my teaching as well some
areas on which I need to reflect. After reviewing the journals and discussing
the various teaching strategies I felt like I needed to reflect on how
I approached Connor because he probably just needed that extra attention
and reinforcement. Before this study I would blame the students for not
fitting into my mold and doing as I asked, but now I can see where I can
change my words or actions to encourage extra effort on their part. When
they did not perform, I would agonize over the extra five minutes that
it took to grade their paper and record it. I guess with twenty-nine students
a teacher tends to get overwhelmed.
What I did understand through this process, like my students who get
frustrated when they cannot figure something out right away, was I was
feeling frustrated, too. The students get angry when they do not do something
perfectly, and I guess I do as well. The difference is that if I do not
do my job as well as I can then a student will suffer and possibly develop
negative attitudes about school and learning. The thought of that is heart-wrenching.
I realized that this was only my third year of teaching, and I was improving
with each day. This class and this study made me a better teacher because
I could help students like Connor.
My study helped me realize how important communication is. Getting to
know the parents of a student helped me understand why a student might
act the way he or she does. This study helped show how important expectations
given by parents and teachers are to a child. With a deeper understanding
of what Connor has to cope with going from one home to the other, I have
been able to develop a stronger sense of empathy towards Connor. I can
also reflect on my own life when I was his age and understand why I did
some of the things I did.
Future Plans and Lingering Questions
Having Connor in fifth grade will allow me to continue my research. Through
e-mail, Connors mother is better able to correspond with me about
his progress. The journal definitely had value, but the use of technology
will allow quicker response times. Continuing this research will also
enable to explore questions I simply did not have time to pursue. For
example, I would like to further explore Connors reaction to completing
tasks and monitor his progress with our school social worker. He met with
the social worker and a small group of students on a weekly basis where
they could develop and discuss organizational strategies (Research Journal
3-24-03).
The research definitely influenced my teaching in the future. This project
gave me the opportunity to make the time and try some new strategies where
I may have looked for an excuse to maintain the status quo in the past
(maybe Connor and I have more in common after all). This project, along
with the experience of the instructors, offered some valuable tools to
make my teaching better. If my teaching is improved, I can better meet
the needs of my students. If that happens, the team of parents, student,
and teacher is a successful one.
This research project showed me, in part, where I stand as a teacher.
It showed me where some of my strengths are and it definitely showed me
areas where I can improve. Through this six-week journey I saw that I
could reach students in a more constructive manner. I always believed
that teamwork was the answer to many of lifes situations. This project
reinforced that belief. If the parents are involved, the job of a teacher
can be less stressful and if the job of a teacher is less overwhelming
then the teaching process is more successful. Journaling helped me get
my frustrations out on paper where I could then search for answers. This
project gave me a start in the right direction to help me become a happier,
empathetic, and more successful teacher.
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